I've been slipping deeper and deeper into the habit of going out just to consume meals by myself.
I lied.
It doesn't end here.
I've grown fond of sitting in the dark of the matinee, watching films just so they'd kill time.
Fortunately, I have come across an answer.
Drinking coffee, taking on long walks down busy streets, but mostly just thinking.
This is no pity party. Keep in mind this is a choice. People have asked to sit down and join me, but please excuse the distance.
I need this more than anyone I know.
And now, the conversation is done.
2 comments:
i do both too. i'd go to the theater across from uci with all the old people, or the flashback theater across from south coast. i like aloneness. especially when i moved back to san b, and didn't know anyone cause they'd all moved away.
I used to go to the movies by myself all the time when I wanted to get away from my (now former) roommates and be alone.
I've even done it on "date night" (a Friday night).
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