I’ve become increasingly reluctant to drift off again for the fear of how plausible my situation is. I believe my thoughts are preparing me for what's coming.
Which is worse; fear of sleep or fear of rejection? A penny for your thoughts.
I’d like to leave on a positive note, but I have nothing encouraging for you, so I’ll part with two negatives. Simple math.
First, lack of sleep is affecting how I react to the people I truly care about, but I’m too droned to even consider progressing a solution. I'm deeply sorry.
And second, once again, I’m running out of things to do to keep myself occupied in order to distance myself from my thoughts; what a terrible place to end.