5.07.2017

Ian's BMW Project -- Olympus Infinity Mini with Fujifilm Superia X-TRA 400

I've dated Ian for about 6 years and he never ceases to amaze me with all the random hobbies and interests he picks up.  In the beginning, he had a Mazda (like a new car) I hated.  I have no idea why but every time I took a ride in that car I felt nauseous and he never believed me.  He just sold it and bought two old cars.  This BMW is so sketchy but it's my favorite and I can tell he really enjoys working on it cause his feet dangle from underneath the car; like a puppy on its back all content and stuff.  He taught me how to drive a stick shift in 10 minutes when he was drunk once -- that amount of patience (even drunk) still makes me laugh when I think about it. 

I don't know when he'll finish this car.  We called it quits a couple days ago so it's really none of my business anymore.  I don't know if you can tell but I'm going through a really difficult time coping but in all honesty; I thought it would be much much worse so I'm thankful for the time we had and hope that one day we'll both find happiness and feel balanced.