I just drank a whole bottle of wine to myself while working which is OK (kinda) cause I work from home and you have NO IDEA how much it's taking out of me to be grammatically correct but I just want to say (while this tab is open on my computer) that I truly, deeply, madly hope you are working your way towards happiness. I feel that I am getting there myself and it's a wonderful feeling.
Some personal goals for 2018:
Take a ceramics class (already signed up, mothafuckers!)
Learn to use a sewing machine
Cook 2 times a day (but I eat like 4-6 times a day so yeah...)