an eye for an ear

for a while there i thought 

you’d remain the star of my dreams

i can still remember, 

with complete clarity, 

the way i felt

all i remember is how much fun i had

thank fucking god

i thought if i had wanted it enough, 

it would happen 

this time around, 

i’ll be less transparent

i promise to protect my heart

but i’m so grateful i’m still willing

where would we be if we couldn’t blog our thoughts